Thursday, July 23, 2009

Cupcakes

This Saturday, My Ceramics Teacher is having a Ceramics Workshop, and She will be demonstrating the Subtractive Method, and using it to Make 2 Ceramic cupcakes.

At the Time this was announced, I wanted to go, but could not afford it.

That was until she Offerered me the position as her Assistant, so I will be there assisting her in teaching everybody. I am So Very Excited about this.

I Will post Pictures, and Show some of the work done.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Things That Hurt

I'm sitting at my computer, listening to music, thinking about stuff.

I started thinking about things that Hurt, I dont mean physical Injuries.
I mean things that cause my very heart and soul to feel pain,

This is where Music comes in, there are sometimes when if im not listening to music, I feel empty, I cant think, I cant concentrate, and I cant breathe. I Love my Music, and It Hurts to think about my life without Music. I dont think I could live through a live without sound, It kills me to imagine a life without it.

Im sitting here with my Lily, and I cant Imagine life without her either, She is my baby, she is so precious, I love everything she does, every lick, every tail wag, every loud yapping bark, looking at her brings Joy to my heart.
Yet I know it wont last, she wont live as long as I will, she wont be in my life forever, and the thought of losing her feels like losing myself.

Im not a very artisitic person, I cant draw, I cant sing, I cant dance, but When I throw on the Wheel, I can create some things that surprise me, It has been over 3 Months since I have last thrown on the wheel, I miss the feeling of Clay touching every part of my hands, I miss the feeling of the Wheel moving, and creating something out of a lump of mud... it is such a wonderful feeling, and I miss it so much. I have all of these pent up emotions that I cant get rid of, I need that release, the emotional release of throwing everything on that wheel and creating something.

I Love my life, and everypart of it, but things change so much, and so often, I dont want them to ever be different, I dont want them to ever change, I dont want to change...

But It will, and It will hurt, Like never before, it will hurt, but one good thing about the pain, is that it goes away, because something new will come along, and it wont take the place of what you lost, but it will ease the pain.

@WesOxford